Personal Life

See me. Feel Me. Touch Me. Heal Me.

Probably the most “angsty” section of the site. As part of this grand experiment, I’ll be shining a light on my moods and life as I write this story to see how the two interrelate. Again, I’m going to be as honest as possible. No embellishments, no sugar-coating. (And just remember – at least you’re just reading about it and not actually having to live it!)

Playing Catch-Up

Playing Catch-Up

Emotional Overview A quick check-in showing my current emotional state. (Higher numbers mean greater degrees of emotion.)DepressionAnxietyStressYeah, it’s been a few weeks. Again, all I can say is sorry. Each week, I know I need to write something but it always...

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Welcome to Trench

Welcome to Trench

About four or five months ago, a song started showing up in my YouTube Music feed called Level of Concern by Twenty One Pilots. It immediately “grabbed” me and made a pretty deep impression. I immediately started doing some research on the band and the more I read...

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Mystical Bear Revealed…

Mystical Bear Revealed…

On the INF Club with Jas Hothi Last month, I had the opportunity to chat with host Jas Hothi on his vlog and podcast The INF Club. Jas is a great guy who normally is situated in London but did the interview while summering in Madeira. We met after he read about...

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Nurse Rick At Your Service

Nurse Rick At Your Service

(Note: I've done away with the usual graphs for depression, anxiety, and stress in this post - based on the circumstances, I haven't had time to really be depressed and stress and anxiety have understandably been through the roof. They'll be back in the next...

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May 16 – Facing the Monsters

May 16 – Facing the Monsters

Emotional Overview A quick check-in showing my current emotional state. (Higher numbers mean greater degrees of emotion.)DepressionAnxietyStressFirst off, I’ve been doing some thinking about this section of the blog and I’m honestly not sure yet what I’m going to...

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Week ?? – Back to Life

Week ?? – Back to Life

Emotional Overview A quick check-in showing my current emotional state. (Higher numbers mean greater degrees of emotion.)DepressionAnxietyStressEmotions Depression remains under control. I guess I would say the anxiety and stress is coming back to this site after...

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